Why Documenting Your Spiritual Awakening Can Help Others
Every life that goes through deep inner transformation deserves to be told. Not because others must validate our pain, but because truth turns wounds into wisdom.
When I began writing about my spiritual awakening and the experiences of being targeted, I didn’t know how powerful it would become, not just for me, but for others walking similar paths. What felt isolating became deeply connective.
Writing Is Healing: A Therapeutic Journey
From a psychological perspective, expressive writing is widely recognized as a supportive tool for emotional processing and self-regulation. When experiences are overwhelming, writing helps slow the nervous system and gives structure to thoughts that might otherwise feel scattered or intrusive.
Research in psychology shows that putting experiences into words helps the brain organize emotional material into a narrative. This reduces emotional intensity, lowers stress responses, and supports cognitive clarity. Writing also helps create a healthy distance from difficult experiences, allowing a person to reflect rather than relive.
Rather than suppressing emotions or endlessly replaying them internally, writing externalizes experience. This process supports integration, experiences move from raw emotional charge into understanding. Writing becomes a mirror and a witness, not just a memory.
Awakening isn’t just emotion. It’s movement: growth, struggle, insight, change.
When we document: remembering becomes reclaiming confusion becomes clarity isolation becomes community
Your journey stops being something that happens to you and becomes something you navigate with awareness.
Targeting, Persecution, and Spiritual Sensitivity
Experiencing targeting or persecution does not mean being defined by it. When I speak about documenting these experiences, I am not referring to writing down every single hour and date or recording every detail as if your life were a case file, although you can. While proof and evidence can have their place, placing too much focus on collecting and cataloguing everything can quickly become a distraction from what the experience itself is meant to show you.
Proper documentation places greater importance on your emotional processing, inner awareness, and understanding of what is happening within you. It is not about remaining in victimhood. It is about acknowledging the reality of the situation and then asking yourself how you move forward from here. You keep going. You keep growing. You continue to push ahead.
When approached this way, the proof becomes an example rather than a trap. It serves as a reminder of how much of a threat you are to the system, that all of these things have to be done in an attempt to subdue you from fully waking up. Journaling and documentation should help you recognize your strength, not imprison you in the experience. This is how writing becomes empowering rather than consuming. Proper journaling reframes the experience from victimhood to purpose, reminding you of your strength and guiding you to move beyond the intensity of these phenomena toward insight and forward action.
Documenting vs Over-Attention
There is an important distinction between healing documentation and hyper-monitoring. This kind of writing is not about recording every moment, every date, or every perceived event, unless timelines genuinely help communicate something meaningful. The intention matters: writing from the heart and emotions creates connection; over-documenting for control can become a distraction.
You write when something needs to move through you. You write when something wants to be understood. Connection, not compulsion, is the guide.
Writing Is My Anchor
In my case, I’ve always loved writing from a very young age. You could always find me, around nine or ten years old, writing short stories, and then in my teenage years I continued writing novels, stories, journals; writing, writing, writing. There has always been something deeply therapeutic about it for me. I always kept diaries, and I come from a generation before constant digital devices, so I understood early on the importance of having a private space to process thoughts and emotions. To this day, I still keep a notebook where I write down goals, objectives, and ideas, even though I don’t formally keep a diary the way I used to.
What I find interesting about my experience is that as times have changed, I’ve also changed the way I express myself. With the transition into this new age of technology, I’ve begun sharing more through blogs and vlogs. The medium is different, but the intention remains the same. I believe it’s essential to be able to express yourself; to express how you’re feeling, how you’re processing your thoughts, and how you’re understanding what’s happening around you.
Because of everything I have lived and learned, what matters most to me above all riches, above all desires, and above anything one could want to manifest in this reality is this: that every brother and sister in Christ, everyone who shares my essence, everyone who is of the Lord God Almighty from the original source and who is here in this world longing for a higher frequency, a life rooted in love, abundance, and fullness, would receive that truth and come into the awareness that they are one with the Lord God Almighty. That we are victors in Christ. That we are not beneath the forces that seek to confuse, divide, or oppress us, but above them. That my writing may serve as a tool to convey this message, to remind us that we are far more than what we have been led to believe, and that we carry within us the capacity to awaken and to transform this world into something aligned with love, truth, and divine order. We do not have to continue allowing the evils of this world to run unchecked, because they are already defeated, and they should not have the hold they appear to have over us. We are already free souls in Christ, and remembering this is essential. Many of the phenomena experienced during spiritual awakening feel like breadcrumbs leading us back into remembrance of who we truly are. For me, being an author, writing, and teaching is priceless. It stands above anything I could ever desire materially. My deepest desire is that we reclaim our spirit and our true identity above all else, and if I could leave any contribution to my brothers and sisters in Christ, it would be this reminder, so that through manifesting their light, they too may help dismantle what no longer serves life and reclaim this world in alignment with divine truth.
Why Self-Expression Matters
There is a profound psychological difference between someone else interpreting your experience and you articulating it yourself. It’s not the same when someone else tells you what they think you’re experiencing. This is why I consistently advocate for people to write. Do not let others dictate your narrative.
When others define what you are feeling or experiencing, it can create confusion, self-doubt, and emotional disempowerment. Writing restores authorship. It reinforces identity and agency. From a psychological standpoint, this strengthens the sense of self and reduces dependency on external narratives.
Expressing how you feel, how you are processing events, and how you understand your inner world supports emotional clarity. It allows thoughts to be examined rather than assumed. This is especially important during periods of rapid internal change.
This is why I consistently advocate for writing; not as obsession, but as grounding especially during intense periods of inner transformation.
In the context of my targeting experiences and spiritual awakening, writing became especially important. Because of everything I learned through those experiences, I felt compelled to write and eventually to write books, that explain the phenomena as I experienced them.
From a psychological standpoint, shared narratives reduce isolation. When people see their inner experiences reflected in someone else’s words, it can be grounding and stabilizing. It reassures them that they are not alone and that these experiences are not automatically fake, imagined, or simply the result of stress.
Writing in this way becomes both personal and relational. It supports the writer’s integration while offering others a reference point as they begin to awaken, question reality, and make sense of experiences that don’t easily fit into conventional explanations.
Write as an Act of Grounding
Writing does not require perfection. It requires honesty.
From a psychological perspective, writing supports regulation, identity, and meaning-making. From a personal and spiritual perspective, it supports clarity and connection.
Whether you understand your experience through psychology, spirituality, or both, documenting your inner life can be grounding and stabilizing.
Write to understand yourself. Write to process emotion. Write to reclaim authorship over your story and transformation.
Your words are not just expression. They are orientation. And sometimes, they are medicine.
We live in a time of deep transition. We are moving into a period where truth, awareness, and hidden structures come into view. In moments like these, conscious self-expression matters.
Writing is one way of staying anchored while the world changes.

