When Awareness Splits the Room
Discovering That Those Closest to You May Not Be Like You
Many seekers describe a moment of awakening that does not arrive with peace, but with discomfort. It can feel sometimes like this entire realm needs to just be thrown in the garbage when you think about how bizarre and diabolical this construct can be, as you go down the rabbit hole more and more.
It begins when familiar people no longer feel familiar, and when patterns in behavior, timing, and emotional disruption become impossible to ignore. It’s when the concept of the Matrix becomes less abstract and more personal.
What happens when you discover that relatives around you are NPCs, demonic/parasitic, or unlike you, and they are essentially ‘Sims’ of this reality that can rewind thoughts or are easily manipulated?
Obviously, if these are distant friends or people not very close to you, it does not have the same impact as discovering this about your children or your parents. That realization can be extremely unsettling.
The blow comes from the thought that once you realize they are AI on two legs, they will never be able to reach the level of consciousness needed to ascend, or that they are easily controllable. In the same way individuals whom are targeted begin to observe how the system causes these npcs to act in certain ways and say certain things around us, as if someone is taking a remote control and causing these external interferences in their behavior. It is painful to think that someone you love might be nothing more than a “character” and nothing more.
Ideally, if they have even a spark of source, even if they are not exactly a starseed, a chosen one, or any other label you want to use, there is still hope that they could evolve and therefore ascend. The pain arises from looking at them from the perspective of realizing they might be like a flesh and blood ChatGPT, with no apparent way to move beyond that into higher consciousness and at the mercy of Archons.
Although there is a theory that says that in the end we are all one and the same source, expressed in different ways or creations; all of us, archons, npcs, chosen ones etc. This is something that takes time to process. It is okay to cry about it and mourn certain thoughts you had about life and those in your life. What you are ultimately sad about is recognizing that a creation separate from Source is something you could not fathom after experiencing and remembering who you are. It is normal to want those you love to be able to feel that connection as well. Separation from source feels like true death. It is through our connection with source that we are basically eternal, so this is an understandable emotion.
We need to Reflect and Consider that we (pneumatics/chosen ones/ starseeds) incarnated into this world surrounded by these individuals, or even were birthed by npc parents. They definitely knew who we were in spirit; because they always do. This is how the Truman Show operates with our kinds of souls. Yet this did not deter them in any way, nor does it cause them issues. On the contrary, they purposefully try to manipulate our energy all the time. They were our friends, partners etc. We were asleep we were just living in the illusion.
So why should we be thrown off after recognizing and awakening to the fact that we are different from them in this reality? For all this time, we didn’t know, and we were happy. Ignorance was bliss. It didn’t necessarily harm us, because we made it through all the trials around these individuals and we are still standing. Obviously, if we were around narcissists or darker entities, survival was more intense; but we still arrived to this point. We still were able to Awaken and remember.
When you awaken and grow in awareness, you begin to see patterns that you can no longer ignore in others. If you pray to see, you will see. Once you do, you cannot unsee it.
The idea is to treat everyone as you normally would. As a parent, for example, you understand that you are playing a role. At the same time, you understand that the archonic system uses those nearest to you to access you, distract you, and provoke you.
The key is to care, but never care about anyone or thing more than you care about your own emotional connection to source or vibrational stability.
In Gnostism, humanity is described through different levels of awareness. Ancient texts speak of hylics, psychics, and pneumatics individuals. This was not presented as a moral hierarchy, but as a description of how consciousness expresses itself differently through individuals. Dolores Cannon, echoed similar ideas using contemporary language.
Within these perspectives, the unsettling realization is not that others are evil or unreal, but that consciousness itself is unevenly distributed. This becomes especially difficult to process when it appears within families, where emotional closeness creates expectations of shared depth. Unfortunately there are much more soulless vessels/npcs than souled individuals.
As you come into this awareness, you must be able to discern each family member’s role in your life. You must be able to determine and notice patterns in the individuals in your home who continuously interrupt you or cause issues at very specific moments, especially when you are doing important things. They may attempt to create drama or emotional disturbances to pull you into narratives that are not your own, drawing your attention away from clarity and grounding you more deeply into the emotional and psychological loops of this reality. These moments often function as anchors, keeping your focus fixed on reaction rather than awareness and preventing you from remaining centered, observant, and internally steady. They are meant basically to keep you in the illusion and asleep.
The Archonic psychological system is highly sophisticated and repetitively uses these strategies and individuals to keep us believing in this reality.
My opinion is this: anyone who tries to distract your awakening, provoke you, or becomes upset when you help awaken others cannot truly be aligned with the Most High. You incarnated as an expression of Source. We are not perfect, but if we were called to a mission to awaken others and help free them from the illusions of this Matrix, it makes sense that we would face resistance from the Archonic System.
When we are confronted by individuals (whether family or strangers) who target us or make our lives more difficult so that we cannot fully awaken, or so that we doubt ourselves and remain in a lower vibration, it reveals their role. Their interest lies in keeping us from awakening and from helping others ascend or raise the frequency of this realm. This could only be because they function parasitically, feeding off our energy, otherwise what other benefit would they receive from attacking us? By doing so, you understand that they are operating as part of the Matrix itself.
You must trust your discernment and instincts above everything else when observing the people around you and understanding their purpose. You will see the patterns. Even if you are in denial at first, eventually you will see them clearly.
Many spiritual writers note that once awareness sharpens, patterns emerge. Emotional interruptions at critical moments, repeated derailments of focus, and predictable cycles of conflict with individuals in your home, are no longer dismissed as coincidence.
You will notice that something external will seem to cause shifts in their nature at times. Suddenly they want to argue, have tantrums, ask questions, or start random conversations at the exact moment that interrupts your train of thought or important moments. These are calculated interruptions. The same way you notice the phone calls, pop ups and other strange distractions ‘coincidentally’ always pop up as well. You will see the patterns.
Personal Realization Within the Family
In my case, I discovered overtime that I had relatives that were part of my Truman Show. They knew things uncannily about me or my life. My mom, Aunts, Uncles, Cousins, Partners, Exs. I realized they were not like me and were part of this reality able to read thoughts or rewind; part of that secret network of consciousness so many targeted individuals discover exists, when they start awakening to the fact that they are being watched and monitored.
Just solely based on the concept of the ratio of souls to npcs theory in this reality from Dolores Cannon; I knew that within a family of five, some of my offspring must also be part of this reality. In other words not like me, or like us souls or consciousness’ who incarnated here but are not from here.
The issue came when the one I did not think was different from me turned out to be. That realization was deeply humbling. Some people might have had a Twilight Zone–type experience and remember episode 8 of season 3, It’s a Good Life, where everyone had to think good thoughts around little Billy. I personally was already out of the mindset of restricting my thoughts for anyone. I always said that if God made me the way I am, able to visualize and think, then I can think what I want. I don’t care if they can rewind or know my thoughts; that is not my problem. In the “real world,” as long as I am polite.
Just as you may be a consciousness from outside of this reality and may have been born from an npc or parasitic vessel, yet are not one yourself, the idea that you could give birth to an npc or a vessel capable of holding a parasitic entity is chilling but a reality. In the end within the construct of a simulation we are all just avatars of a sort.
I did not become distant from the others, but I honestly became more watchful and observant.
I continue loving them and fulfilling basic motherly obligations, but I observe their reactions, motivations, and patterns. I love them while remaining watchful, never allowing them to override my instincts or better judgment, or to pull me energetically into their dramas and arguments.
It makes you quieter. You begin to look at things differently.
Even among those that are part of this reality. I have always believed there are many with a spark, which means they are part of source, brothers and sisters in Christ. I know that although they may not be exactly like me, they may still potentially be decent individuals who are capable of evolving. So I have hope, that those in my household will also grow up to be decent individuals. I try my best to instill it in them, to program it into them.
Protection, Prayer, and Authority in the Home
When you find yourself in this realization that you may be surrounded by npcs in your home or individuals that are part of this reality with these uncanny abilities to rewind thoughts and know things that otherwise wouldn’t be possible to know about your life. You should still pray over everyone under your household, whatever they may be. If they are NPCs without sparks, you should try to instill them with higher self values and consecrate them to the most high so they cannot be infiltrated, possessed, or manipulated by the archonic system and to be used to provoke you.
Consecrate their biofield, because they are the closest to you in proximity and can access your energy the fastest. You must prevent their vessels from being gateways to create spiritual warfare.
Remember that when you engage in arguments, you are giving your energy and being drained.
In family systems theory, the most regulated individual should set the emotional tone. Spiritual teachings emphasize that chaos should not lead. Calm clarity establishes stability. This does not require control, only consistency and restraint.
Keep commands simple, curt, and direct. Do not tolerate unruliness or drama that disturbs your home. Whoever has the highest vibration should be in charge. Do not allow those operating at lower frequencies to set the energy of the home.
Do not engage in lower vibrational battles with them.
The Trap of Attachment and the Nature of This Realm
It can feel deeply lonely knowing there may be very few souls like yours across great distances in this world. It is shocking to imagine your children, siblings or parents would be capable of malicious behavior or possibly being externally manipulated.
Yet, these individuals even may be the same traps used by Archons when we pass. They may be used as attachments to influence us to feel we need to return to this prison planet, reincarnating over and over. This is common in stories about deceased loved ones coming to guide us to the light.
Do not go back to the light.
This is done intentionally to make us believe this world is real, to anchor us, and to trap us psychologically so we forget that we are source experiencing limitation, not the roles we are playing.
Many mystical traditions caution against excessive emotional engagement. The Desert Fathers wrote about guarding the heart. Eastern traditions speak of non attachment. Engaging every emotional provocation anchors consciousness in reaction rather than awareness.
There came a point when I observed that one child was more prone to drama. Because of this, I made a conscious decision to engage less emotionally in those situations. This did not mean neglecting motherly responsibilities. If a child said there was a real issue at school, such as bullying or a legitimate problem, I addressed it appropriately and responsibly.
However, alongside addressing issues as they arose, I began observing patterns. I asked myself whether these problems were truly random, or whether they consistently appeared at very specific moments in my life, particularly during times when I was gaining clarity, focusing deeply, or shifting into a higher level of awareness.
The key distinction was this: problems should always be handled, but not every situation requires full emotional investment. I noticed that excessive engagement often led to escalation rather than resolution and draining of one’s energy. Especially if the child was also participating in behaviors that amplified drama.
As difficult as it may be to admit, when someone can easily be manipulated by the Archonic system, drama itself can function like a construct or a repeated script. It operates almost like a play designed to pull attention, anchor focus, and draw emotional energy. The goal is distraction and emotional activation, for the system to be able to harvest your energy.
For this reason, the approach became clear: do what must be done, fulfill obligations, protect and guide, but remain emotionally detached. Address issues calmly, without allowing yourself to be pulled into heightened emotional states. And even be able to notice when someone is constantly having situations that seem to require your intervention to argue with others or resolve their conflicts. Discernment and observation are key.
Handling matters without emotional entanglement preserves clarity while still maintaining responsibility and presence.
Final Reflection
Society often discourages questioning reality, especially when it involves family, consciousness, or spiritual perception. Yet throughout history, those who asked such questions were not seeking separation, but truth. Thi sis not an article saying chosen ones are better or anything of that nature.
Take it in stride. Be a good person despite this with everyone even if they don’t deserve it. Do it because of whom you are in Christ not them, but do not let anyone manipulate you. Be discerning and watchful, even though society discourages speaking about these things and labels them taboo.
This is real. This is the true reality of this realm.
Very few are chosen. Many vessels, whether they birthed us or we birthed them, are not like us. Some are good. Some are bad. It is all a construct designed to create a stronger experience.
Once you see it, you cannot unsee it. Awareness carries responsibility. It requires compassion without self betrayal, observation without condemnation, and faith without illusion.
Ask the Most High for strength and clarity to remain awake and above all illusions of this realm. And hope that with the shift into higher energies, both souled and unsouled beings can move into a realm of authenticity, light, and fewer distractions, where evil has been dismantled and expelled in Jesus name.
