The Finality of Realizing That It’s All About You

There comes a moment when you realize something very simple but very powerful. When you are a child of God, when you understand who you are, you begin to recognize that you are the one with the observation. You are the one giving attention. You are the one with the essence and the energy.

You are the main character.

You are the protagonist in your own life. The story is moving because of your awareness and your decisions. Once you truly understand that, you also realize something else. Many of the things that happen around you are trying to capture your attention, trying to make themselves relevant in your reality.

In my own experience, this could be as simple as waking up in the morning and hearing people/ “gang stalkers’ in the hallway coughing loudly or making noises as if they are trying to be heard. The purpose of that kind of behavior is to try to insert themselves into your awareness from the moment you start your day.

But once you notice it, something interesting happens.

At first, you can develop a type of resentment. When you see that these behaviors are meant to get your attention, you may feel that the right response is to embarrass them. That feeling can come from realizing that it is all bark and no bite. At the end of the day, you are the one who matters in your story. Without your attention, they are nothing.

So at that stage you may simply start to feel, that doing what you want is a rebellious act; because what they think they are doing is conditioning you. They think they are shaping your decisions in one direction or another.

But the deeper realization is this.

The point is not rebellion.
The point is authenticity.

The question should always come back to something simple.

What do I want to do?

Every decision should return to that question.

This can apply to big things and very small things. For example, I noticed something at the supermarket. There was a particular type of cookie that I liked. After buying that same cookie for a couple of days, within two or three days, I noticed that the price of that cookie had gone up compared to the other cookies around it.

Now psychologically your mind can go in different directions after years of targeting.

Part of me felt like maybe they were trying to create a situation where I would not buy it anymore. Almost like the system prefers to keep people in poverty or limit what they feel they can afford. So one thought in me said, “Fine, I will buy the cookies anyway. I don’t care if the price went up. For spite I will buy it.”

But another part of me remembered something important.

If I didn’t have any awareness of the matrix or anything like that, if I simply walked into a supermarket and saw that one set of cookies suddenly cost more than other cookies that were basically the same, my normal reaction would probably just be to choose another cookie.

Not because I couldn’t afford it. Not because I was trying to prove anything. Simply because that usually is the natural decision anyone might make when two products are similar and one is suddenly more expensive.

So authenticity means staying in that natural state.

I can buy the cookies if I want them. But I also don’t have any attachment to any material thing to the point where someone could raise the price and assume I will buy it just to prove something.

I can simply choose something else.

Because at the end of the day, I do what I want in this reality and we can always change our minds any time.

We are the protagonists. The real goal is simply to live and do what you want. The main question behind every decision is always the same: is this what I want to do?

Everything else is secondary.

It is not about sending messages. It is not about reacting to what someone else might be trying to do. It is about living according to your own will.

Another example of this came up when I needed to buy new glasses because mine had broken.

I went to one location first to see what the price would be. Immediately I started noticing people appearing, using indirect speech, or trying to create distractions. But that is something that happens on a daily basis everywhere I go.

I was curious and wanted to know what glasses cost in my area. So I went to another location for a second opinion, just like anyone else would.

The difference between the two places was about ten euros.

Now in that situation I still had the decision. I could choose the cheaper place or I could choose the original place. The glasses themselves were similar. The quality was similar. I didn’t immediately have any bias toward one store versus the other.

So the decision became something simple.

Maybe one place was a little cheaper but farther away and had a cold “dead” ambiance that didn’t really feel right. The more expensive place had a nicer, warmer atmosphere and I ended up choosing that place (which haappened to be the first shop closer to my home, where they were doing indirect speech).

Now these are normal observations people make all the time. When you walk into a place, you can feel whether you like the environment or not.

And if I notice that I prefer one place over the other, then that preference matters.

It is still about me.

The decision was based on how I felt in that environment and what I preferred in that moment. As a child of God, I have the authority and dominion to decide what I like and where I go.

The plot twist was, when I arrived to the “expensive” place the day of the appointment. They claimed the lights had gone out in the shop and needed an electrician to come by and couldn’t do the eye examination. They had decided not to service me that day, claimed to reschedule me but as always were trying to create a delay. So then I thought to myself. I had options. My reactive thought was, “Well, I’ll just keep passing and pop up until I get my glasses.” because I was not going to go the other shop that I had already decided wasn’t for me.

Yet even in this seeming choice of either or, I took the time to reflect and thought to myself again. Had I not know it was a Matrix and someone in general had acted strange toward me at an establishment. I wouldn’t go and give them my money. Money is ENERGY. So,I changed my mind and decided to search for new shop entirely. The New shop had a nice atmosphere, the workers did not start any “simming” and the price was almost fifty euros less.

SO in the end I won. I did what I set out to do that day and accomplished it. The New shop let me get the eye exam in the moment. This is how I now define success. Did I do what I want? Did I get done what I needed to get done? If so, then I passed the test.

Success is not based on anything that Archons might try to push or manipulate. If you pay attention, you’ll notice the system seems to push back against things that it senses you prefer.

But even then, the goal is not to react to that either.

Fighting against it or trying to prove something still gives it attention that it does not deserve.

Your focus should stay on what you want.

Where do you want to go?
What do you prefer?
What decision feels right to you?

Because your attention and your energy are creative forces. Where you place your focus is what begins to shape your reality.

Every day when I leave my house, I reassert whom I am in Christ. I naturally draw a lot of attention. My goal in those moments is always simple; do what I want to do?

Everything else is noise. This is exactly why so many people notice that what the simulation or these demonic forces try to do is create delay and interference against this aspect in our lives. Because the true measure of authenticity, independence, and our creative power is if we can simply accomplish our goals and achieve our desires authentically; without ever compromising whom we are to attain them.

So the real final realization is this.

Your life is not about constantly reacting to what others are doing. It is not about proving that someone cannot influence you. It is not about sending messages or playing psychological games.

It is about living.

It is about making decisions based on your own will, your own discernment, and your own preferences.

Once you truly understand that, everything becomes much simpler.

Because you remember the truth.

It is all about you.